As if things weren't bad enough!!

As if life wasn't bad enough, January's a hard enough month as it is what with loads of anniverarys involving Sharon but then last night we find out my great nan has a possible brain tumor just to find out tonight that she does have one and it is inoprable so is going to kill her, doctors have given her drugs to try and shrink it but they can cause cardiac problems which can also kill her! My nan and uncle david have decided that if she goes into cardiac arrest she isn't to be resusciated and to go in peace which is fair enough. Uncle david is going over tomorrow to help with things. We assume these people are going to be around forever so is a shock when something like this does happen i just wish there was something to do to help!! I'll just have to sit here and think of all the good times we have had together, all our holidays in swanage and all the christmas spent together.