Trial day at vogue

Had my trial day at vogue yesterday and it went really well even though i went home and was absoulutly nakered!! I learnt how to wash hair!! and lots of sweeping and cleaning (good job i'm good at it) Made loads of tea and coffee and had a good day! June is going to let me know this week or beginning of next so fingers crossed!

BLERGH!!!!

GRRRR............

things aint looking good for my nan just read dads blog after being away for the weekend and she has to go into a home as she can't look after herself and my nan can't really look after her either which is a shame as she has always been fighting fot apart from the stomach cancer years ago. Its only over these past few months has she started to detiorate, I'd love to go and see her but she might not remember who i am and i don't want my last memories of her to be like that we have all had a good life with her and i wished to god that nothing would ever happen to my family but hey thats fucking life isn't it as soon as something goes right something comes back around and bites you up the arse. I love my nan dearly but if it means she will be more at peace then i can cope with that, it's a shock that this has happened 7 months after losing Sharon who we all love and miss dearly. I hope my nan has longer than a few months maybe weeks as i'm not ready to let her go just yet!!